This whole year, subscriptions have been fluctuating around 1,500. I will live, of course, but I would like more.
Do you see a growing gap between those who left Russia and those who stayed – and how big is it? And is it possible to mentally be in the Russian context while living in Georgia, Latvia or the UK?
As someone who lives in the UK and works with the Russian context, I would like to say that you can be engaged in it for as long as you want. But I understand that this story will come to an end, and I see my task only in stretching it out as long as possible. Not until the end of this year, but at least until the end of the decade. As for the gap, there is one, of course.
You have not been to Russia in five years. How do you check whether you are still in touch with reality?
I am not sure whether there are any ways to check, but in general, it’s any feedback [I get]. I try to read the entire chat in my streams; readers and subscribers of the paid [Telegram] channel also have a chat, where I regularly communicate with them. Overall, I try to keep my finger on the pulse, perfectly aware that, unfortunately, between my hand and the pulse there are many buffers.
This ironic image of “neckbeard” (skuf) and “grandpa” that you put on, is it not some disguise that allows you not to notice that, hypothetically speaking, something is wrong?
In many ways, that image was created spontaneously, but this buffoonery, of course, masks the tragic component of things.
What does that consist of?
That the future will have to be built by the people who survive under the heel of Putinism. And we, those who broke away, broke away. And a leaf that has fallen away, even if it is green for now, will turn yellow tomorrow, then brown and then rot.
Do you not see yourself going back and living in Russia?
If you ask me now, then I honestly do not want to go back, because I see a lot of hell in those circles that are now suppressed by Putinism. And when it collapses, they will inevitably bloom, and it will be very unpleasant and even scary. I do not even mean the emigrant opposition, which will try to return, but, for example, everything concerning interethnic relations.