People say: how much can we take, how many can we bury, why are we making sacrifices for everyone else? I cannot speak for all Shebekino residents, but in my social circle there are more and more questions for and dissatisfaction with the authorities.
Why do they not visit us, why does no one hear us? Why did they talk about “red lines” before, but now it’s like they have sold us out? Of course, the attitude to the government is changing, and in a very negative way. Even if some supported the war, they also see the broken houses, injured children, their own ruined life. It’s not even fatigue, but rather despair and hopelessness. Everyone says: make everything go back to how it was; you are playing with your toys there while we are losing lives.
At first, many of us also looked at what was happening with the Ukrainians like it was a show. And now we are experiencing the same thing as them. But Shebekino residents, who have empathy, understood all this before. They understood that nothing could justify the deaths of people, full stop. But people who lack this empathy do not see the cause and effect.
Sure, war fatigue is widespread among Shebekino residents, but some know why this is happening [to us], while others, on the contrary, say: why us? Yes, we are on the receiving end, but few are ready to openly talk about why. Firstly, it is against the law, everyone is afraid of punishment. And in general, our society is accustomed to hushing up these problems. But the people I talk with, my colleagues, friends, everyone understands everything.
Our head of Shebekin, [Vladimir] Zhdanov, is a tired man who performs his duties mechanically. I do not see addresses to the townspeople; I do not see him holding meetings, communicating with people, calling journalists or answering any questions.
I do not see him showing any initiative, going to see the governor, getting anything done. He has a routine: something gets hit – he comes, he expresses sympathy, he leaves. Anyone can do that. The governor [Belgorod Region Governor Vyacheslav Gladkov] comes, inspects an area, Zhdanov walks with him.
‘No one sees the goal, meaning or cause of the war’
Regarding the governor: many here believe that he can solve the problem with defense. But personally, I think he is doing all he can. It seems to me that this man is no longer happy that he is the governor of Belgorod Region, because the most difficult [job] in our country has fallen on his shoulders. He has been accused of promoting himself by visiting sites of shelling. But all governors promote themselves.